Goodbye, 2015.

So I heard that 2015 is coming to an end. What a year it has been for me. What a year. 

It's not a year that I am most definitely proud of, or like, you know, can share all the good stuff that happened this year for me, because it simply hasn't been like that. But it definitely was an interesting year where I learn so much about just being alone and being with God Himself.

All my close friends are engaged/attached. SO happy for them, if I were to add. It's one of those moments in life where you kinda can't wait for it to happen. Friends being engaged and attached and all that kinda good stuff. 

Then it will always dawn upon the remaining one; in this instance, yours truly. Where's mine?

I guess that's where it all begins. The journey to just being alone and realise that actually it ain't that bad. The devil likes to play mind games with you, telling you that you're not good enough all that kinda stuff.

But since when were we ever good enough? If we were, Jesus wouldn't need to come down and die for us all then.

So it's not about how good we are or how bad we were. It's all about embracing that moment and know that no matter what, God is still GOOD and God still has a plan for you and for me.

I guess its alot easier say than done, but, yeah. I walked this journey with Him this year. Hasn't been the smoothest, but it has been an enlightening one.

I for one can say that I am now a better person than I was the year before. By the Grace of God, of cus.

2015, you have been both good and bad. I am probably not gonna miss you, but you'll definitely be a year that will define so many things in the future. 

2016, I am ready now. Lets go. :)