Lord, I don't like this.

It's probably gonna take me awhile to get use to this huge change in life.

Yes changes. The only thing that's forever constant in our lives.


Sometimes I wonder where's the link between H1n1 and my camp, even though deep down inside, I know that they are doing this because they need to have a team that's ever ready for operation, in case one team falls victim to H1n1.

But it leads me to wonder, how much are the chances to actually get that disease? Oh well. Maybe they're playing safe I suppose. Better play safe than sorry? They always say that.


So here I am, blogging this on a FRIDAY morning. I get to be online where half the way is probably working/sleeping. Ah.

I always believe that the better deal is the other shift. Not until I was reminded again that, THAT doesn't determine God's love, favour and grace towards my life.

So what if i have the lousier shift among the two? GOD's FAVOUR LOVE GRACE CAN and WILL STILL ABOUND IN MY LIFE.

And ain't that all that matters? Because when you have God, you SURE WIN. You just simply cannot lose.



I guess at the end of the day, our mindset tend to always sway towards the worldy and fleshy side. We will always look at things from our point of view.

I guess thats why its VERY important to be kept in fellowship with kingdom friends I guess ; To remind one another about how real and radical God's grace favour and love is. To just be kept under that wings of Love, under that wings of Grace.



So for now, even though I'm feeling the suckiest feeling ever, I am gonna worship. Amen.