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A night like this, with the cool breeze just passing by
With so much at the back of your mind, you wonder on.
"It's probably one of those nights where I'm feeling down and out" you thought.
A simple meal and a guitar would normally change the whole setting... But not for this night.
This night has a silent call. A silent loudness of a desire so deep that it's beginning to swallow you up inside out.
As you sit there and stare onto the blank air, those thoughts of past emotions began to surface.
Feeling emotional is what the world would say.
A moment of down spirit and silence in the soul.
Pictures of weird endings just cannot seem to stop flashing in front of your eyes.
With each attempt to close the eyes, it gets bigger and louder.
With one hand trying desperately to shut the eyes down, the other also in desperate need to seal the ears up.
This inner voice of darkness has a name. It's name is condemnation.
And it has already master the art of self condemning you.
After a few moments of struggle with it, you finally caught yourself back.
The next step proves to be the most crucial one of them all.
To let go and let God take over? Or to continue trying to fight off that evil thing by ur own works.
A part of you know that the first option would have been the right path to venture into,
but the other part cannot seem to comprehend why isn't God "Working" into the matter now.
In other words, a more convincing act is what you need from God.
You decided to just let go and let God.
Smart one.
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Wow. Quite honestly, I've no idea why I just typed all that! Hah.
Quite an achievement eh you might add? [:
Quite sad, the content might be. But oh well.
PTL. [:
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