A never ending part.

Just when you thought things are getting better ,in a sense, you're hit with yet another struggle in life.

It's like a never ending journey of it all.


Maybe that's why pastor always reminds us to be equipped with the word of God at all times. Because you may never know when you actually need these weapons to fight away all and any evil.


And sometimes, you just wonder why. Even the closest ties doesn't wanna show, at least some respect at all.

Just because you didn't ask, you can't assume that I wont share right.

Man, I ALWAYS share with people around. You can't say that I won't share right.


And quite honestly speaking, coming home to a warzone is just insane.

One's just ALWAYS trying to ask us to help out, with the smallest thing like taking tissue papers. I know you changed and all, having actually acknowledged Jesus Christ and stuff, but still, FULLSTOP. And because you actually changed, I think it's a change too much? Ah. Nvm.

The other's always finding fault, its like there's never a day where there can't be faults. Even if I did absoulutely NOTHING wrong at all, there still is a fault. Somehow.

And the last one? Always needing people's help to do EVERYTHING. Even packing the bag for the next day's activity that totally doesn't involve the rest. Wow.



And why is it a warzone? Cos they all clashes. Somehow. In EVERY way.


Lord oh Lord.

I cry out for You now.