Christmas tears.

Exactly about a year ago, during Christmas, I remember the soft words spoken to God above, telling Him how much I wanted 2008 to be, an awesome year that's filled with supernatural favour and grace.

Every year end, I would learn to look back at my year and just be amazed at how I actually survived through all these. This year's no different too.



Quite honestly, the year 2008 has been a year that's really filled with God's grace and supernatural favour upon my life. I don't think I can actually survived the year without those two important key that played a huge role in my lifestyle.

From failures to disappoints to breakup to depression, those are the things that God just turn it all around. As bad as it seems to be, as tough as it seems to get, someway or another God just make it all turn good. Not that failures and disappointments can just vanish and not be remembered, but somehow, the end product will ALWAYS be me nodding my head, with a smile upon my face, thanking the king of kings.


I remember some folks once told me this line which I thought was amazing.

"Until Jesus is glorified in EVERY situation you'll occur in life, don't lose hope. God's about to do something real awesome there."


Everytime I face a trial or temptation, I'll be reminded of that line.

I know sometimes it just get really tiring and annoying to wait and wait, without knowing if God is really gonna do something. But hey, when you look back at past issues and stuff like that, ain't God awesome? Ain't God see you through? I think He did for me.

Patience, faith, trust and love.



And as I look back the year 2008, all I can say is, wow. Wow Lord, Wow. What year you have blessed me with. Even though there were moments where I was really down, But still, Wow. You saw me through all that shit, and you even made it better! Wow. One just can't get enough of this amazement that you'll have with God. Everyday.



And I know that 2009 is just gonna keep getting better. BETTER. But before 2009, monday marks the return of National Service. The year 2008 hasn't even end yet. How much more the year 2008 is gonna prosper!?! I stand here, in faith and in awe of You, Lord.


Merry Christmas, folks.

Happy birthday, Jesus. Thank you for giving us the greatest gift ever, Yourself. The Best you could ever offer.

And It's definitely MORE THAN ENOUGH for us all.


And with that, Christmas tears will just keep flowing. Not because we're sad. But because we know and we know that God is WITH us, and this amazing love will never end. Yes. We are amazed Lord. We are.