Home back then was a place for me to just shut myself away from everything that was happening around me, and just enjoy the time I have with myself or with God.
But now, it's a whole different story I guess.
Now that I've graduated from school, kinda in the midst of wanting to get a job till NS, I find myself spending a WHOLE lot of time at home! I mean, at the beginning, I found it really relaxing and enjoyable, having all the time in the world to do whatever and whenever I feel like.
But as time went by, being at home really isn't that enjoyable anymore. Its the kind where you just feel like doing something OUTSIDE the house.
That results in going out, and spend unnecessary money! Not that I'm regretting whatever I spent but, yeah.
But when all else fails to entertain me, I would still find myself in the comfort of my own home. Dishing out the guitar, I would just start off playing random songs that got stucked in my head the day before or something.
That normally leads me to writing songs, be it secular or for Jesus. I admit that in the beginning, the songs I wrote are always the same style, never improving.
But with the internet connection just beside, the endless amount of research on how to write a good song, be it from a christian or a non christian article, I find myself having new style and genre to my music.
Of cos, I'm glad. :)
I remember this song that I wrote, was something that really made me move on in life. In short, An obstacle I need to kick aside. And this song that I wrote really aided me tonnes.
Here's the lyrics.
Title: Let her fly
I've been trying everything to get to you
but you simply refuse
I guess it did went too far this time
you will never be mine.
Since I cant have the whole of you
I'm gonna let you go.
To let you find a better me
someone who will give it all.
Chorus:
I am gonna let you fly
I know you have been trying to decide
But now that you have chosen to fly
though it hurts, still I'm gonna try.
These hands are made to worship.
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